15 Kasım 2008 Cumartesi

May every dream come true???


Actually, man’s challanges began when Eve ate the Green Apple, the fruit that caused her and Adam to be dismissed from Heaven. But, i think everbody is burdened with sth according to his/her capacity. So, if you have a big challange to cope with, that means you have the potential to overcome it. In my own life,the most challanging thing is to change other people’s ideas, attitudes.When i said i want to study English as a branch, everybody opposed to my ideal.They said it is better,more prestigious and of course, more satisfyingfrom the salary aspect to be a DOCTOR. But,even you give me the certificate for nothing, I will refuse.It was then a matter of my not attending school if i did not take notice of what they want. In the end , as you see, i ended up studying what i want. If you have enough courage to defend , to go after your dreams , nothing can stand against you. So just take action to realize your own dreams because they are your bread.

11 Kasım 2008 Salı



Yavuz Selim Khan is as you see, is frowning eyebrowed and long moustached.He was brave and fond of fighting, but very sensitive in daily life and was writing very good poems.Like all Ottoman sultans, he was educated and brought well.He had vast knowledge on politics and culture.He had a very successful spy organisation and had information from all around world.He was especially successful in choosing his officers.He was modest and would eat one kind of dish on every meal,use wooden plates. During his reign the treasury was completely full and he never spent Empire's money.Because of his contributions to Islam world, caliphate was passed to Ottomans.From the time of Yavuz, Ottoman sultans began to be the Sultans of all Islamic World.Also,he was the first commander to pass the horrible Desert of Sina in 13 days.Hunderts of years in this desert was no drop of a rain but when he and his army was passing it was began to rain.He had a very short (4 years) but victorious reign and he enlargened Ottoman territories three times larger.He had perhaps the most important role in the apogee of the Ottoman Empire. He was a talented lider and commander and had a high soul for his citizens.

Another film starring John Cusack .Directed by James Mangold ,the film Identitiy is based on a Agatha Christie's classic murder mystery And Then There Were None .The film is about multiple personality and if you haven't read the book, it is impossible to guess the murderer. The cast goes like that;John Cusack as ex-cop and chauffeur Ed; a police officer named Rhodes (Ray Liotta) who's transporting a dangerous convict (Jake Busey); spoiled movie starlet and Ed's passenger Caroline Suzanne (Rebecca De Mornay); Amanda Peet as the life-changing hooker Paris; beleaguered husband George York (John C. McGinley), his injured wife Alice (Leila Kenzle) and their son Timothy (Bret Loehr); motel owner Larry (John Hawkes); and newlyweds Ginny (Clea DuVall) and Lou (William Lee Scott). There are actually two stories intersectingcwith each other. The fate brings ten strangers together seeking shelter from a storm.These ten random people are started to be killed by a psychotic killer whose identity shifts from one person to another.The second story is focused on Alfred Molina as a psychologist who discovers the reason behind a convicted,sentenced to die murderer committed murders.He believes that he can't be held responsible for his actions because he has multiple identities.The murderer is actually in the identity of the little boy and murderer finally kill his psychologist.(he is too humanistic)What i like most was the performance by john and theme is really attracting me.
suppose a beatiful, attractive,Aphorodite like woman lying on her back holding her hair over waterfall. The purity of water and the innocence of white are flowing from her hair. The redness after the sun sets is glowing in her face like the stains in sheet giving us some clues about her passions. The rocks just seem ignorant to what she has in deep and even they are chatting face to face about something else. Waves are rushing to catch the woman’s hair before sunset.She has closed her eyes with sun’s going down . Maybe she will be awaken to another day by the proud, purple sky. The branches from two sides of woman are as gren as our newly sprung hopes.

6 Kasım 2008 Perşembe



Imagine an earthlike egg and a man piercing its crust despite his being just bones and skin. The drop of blood coming from tortured egg is as the sign of men suffering and a compliment to the bitter expression of woman. The child ,red apple, clings to his mother's legs waiting anxiously for his father's coming out of egg. The nakedness of people reminds us of men's lonely journey to earth. The pain of birth, the first pace of man on earth, ambiguity of men's future are apparent from people's posture. The dark yellow of sky adds to the sadness of scene.

4 Kasım 2008 Salı

back from death

I will talk about an experience of my own.I was 12.
It started out to be a simple exploratory operation.Then suddenly, my heart stopped.My brain waves starded leveling off.the medical team immediately began emergency treatment to try to start the heart again.At last the chief surgeon announced that me, the patient had died.Minutes later, much to everyone’s amazament, ‘’dead’’ came back to life.Experts admitted that they had no satisfactory explanation for that dead experience.
You would ask what it was like to be’’dead’’ or how you remember all those things if you were dead, even what did you crave for so painfully that you came back?The answers are personel or there is no need to have answers.Just think of your own life. What would make you come back? Your friends, family, darling? I think none of these.Just the enchanting power of lifeWe do not have to die and come back for understanding what we are granted. Even when you were told that you will go to heaven , you would ask for a second chance in life.but there is no second chance. You can not challange time nor you can blame others for what you did not live.Life is an elastic ball it is utterly in your hands but we just understand the value of something when we lose it.

an eccentiric surrealist

Salvador Dali is known as the leader of Surrealist movement but once he was clashed with surrealists and expelled from surrealists group though it may seem as weird as his character.As an artist Dali was not limited to a particular style.The body of his work reveals a constantly growing and evolving artist. Dali worked with all media leaving behind a wealth of oils, watercolors, drawings, graphics, sculpture, photographs…I think the eccentricity in him caused him to explore all aspects of one’s own life and give them artistic expression. I do not know if he was working from pure inspiration or something else, but his matchless insight and symbolic complexity are above all artists.His excellence as an creative artist set a standart for modern art.When i look at his paintings, i am shocked by his absurd use of objects, human…to express deep parts of thought, emotions and beliefs. İ mostly love his the Persistence of Memory, with the soft or melting watches. I find myself so close to him and think we have equal souls just as he was thinking of himself as the reancarnation of his dead brother. Things i could not express find meaning(soul) with his portrayal of our hidden parts. I think anybody can explore something in himself just a bit time with Salvador Dali